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[02 Feb 2007|09:28pm] |
I want to make a new LJ.
But I can't think of a new name.
bitch.
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[22 Jan 2007|11:25pm] |
Ah man. I haven't updated in .. AGESSSS.
So recent events :
License
Senior
Dated Jimi
Was Cheated on
Christmas
New Years
Asked out Ben (well.. technically Cecil did)
Found out that Ewoks do in fact exist.
Maybe I'll elaborate sometime later... I'm going to bed.
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| He was my first m.i.s.t.a.k.e. |
[25 May 2005|07:01pm] |
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wow I haven't been on here in such a long time!
so yea I guess I'll fill you in?
so ... yea things are going ok i guess...
it's almost summer and i t hink im gonna go crazy if it doesn't hurry up and be here already!
i really m excited about summer
it will be the best part of this year
im serious kids... this whole year has been one big downer
one bad thing after another
i really wish i could have gotten to know some kids better so that way i'd have more to do this summer
but ya know what... i'll live... and this summer is gonna rock and so will next school year
if i can only make it through the end of this one
mmmmm yes
i found myself to be a lot happier lately
even throughout all the bad things... im still in such a good mood
im not sure why though
i just had a revelation a few days ago... that life is too short to waste being sad
so i've decided to look on the up side of things and stop feeling sorrie for myself
and im gonna start paying more attention to the simple things, like sunsets and flowers and cluds and trees and colors and buildings
i think taking photography has helped me to some to this revelation
cuz i remember that it happened downtown sitting in the car looking at everything through the window and seeing these scenes that were so wonderful and beautiful and just made me feel complete, like everything will turn out alright in the end
and then i got mad because this kind of thing had happend before... seing such breath-taking, yet simple things and i tried to take a picture of it and capture the moment.
only i couldn't because dumb viewfinders only take a fraction of what you're looking at and it can't capture the whole thing, so the emotion is lost
then i realized that those kind of emotions should't be taken because it kind of loses its meaning its not as impacting as when YOU saw it.
and its sad because no matter how hard you try you can never express how much or what you felt right then
its inexplainable!
its amazing!
and i decided that i want my life full of moments like that...
i truly can't wait for summer....
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| september is never this cold... |
[20 Jan 2005|10:08am] |
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so yea schools out today for snow! yay!
and so i can get on the computer! cuz normally i cant cuz im gronded from it and so yea that explains the lack of entries
this is prob only gonna be a short one tho
so lets see, what should i catch you up on?
well since the last time i've been on:
i've gone to a new years party at nathans - mucho fun hehe
there was also christmas
me and stacy were in an accident - yea kids thats right... it was a small one though so we're still alive
and it has snowed
and me and cassie and courtney met some of stacys gathering friends.... well one of them atleast... haha i think we scared him...
oh yea and i took and i think passed most/all of my exams! yay!
but yea thats about it i think?
im out
sandy
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| I want YOU and your beautiful soul... |
[14 Dec 2004|03:36pm] |
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so yea i know i haven't updated in awhile.. my bad
friday we lost all of our vball games... oh yea that was fun... lemme tell ya
then saturday i hung out with courtney all day long! very hot!
well until i had to go cuz then i went to alises for her birthday party!!
that was sooooo awesome! first we went to alises until everyone arrived, and then went to a japanese restaurante in the fan
we got to sit on the floor and me and allyson had sushi and cecile and alise had some chicken stuff? i think and megan had some steak and amy had... i dunno what amy had actually
and im not sure about everyone else either... but it was all good
i LOVE japanese food!
and so then after we ate we went back to alises and danced and watched the japanese version of the grudge
i didn't get to watch all of it cuz i had to go home early cuz i really wanted to be at church the next day cuz stacy was doing the sunday school lesson
so yea sunday was eventful. stacys lesson was on bullying and how as christians, we shouldn't judge
yea i kinda cried.... which i felt really stupid about afterwards but oh well, maybe it helped to get my point across stronger? haha hopefully i didn't look too stupid tho... i always think i do when i cry or that people will think its for sympathy
and then we also had the contata at church and that was REALLY GOOD
cassies mommie did especially well :D
and then we had bible study and yea it was kinda an off day for us so theres not much to say about that.
oh and the childrens christmas play was that night too. it was really cute!
but i was so exhausted from the weekend and stayed home monday, partially cuz im still sick [yea kids its been like 3 weeks] and i was so tiiirrreeed from being sick and the weekend.
so i went to the doctor... finally
they did a strep test that i don't have... score ... and then they gave me a mono test... oh that was fun. not really
but yea i still dont know it i have it cuz i havent gotten the results... but thats ok
and then theres today... an even day so i had mostly slacker classes. so it was cool. and pretty interesting but i wont get into now cuz this is a really long post
im out
<3
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| There's always that [one person] that will always have your heart... |
[02 Dec 2004|03:44pm] |
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so yea i know i havent updated in a while but yea whatever.
i might be more now tho cuz im grounded from aim.. so sad
cuz yea i kinda wasn't doing so well in school
but don't worrie kids next week i should be able to get online because interims
woo and its too soon for me to fail anything so its all good.
so yea today was an even day so i had bio, gym, photo, and history
in bio we made babies and mine didn't have a father =O oh gosh!
poor kid is gonna grow up and not know who his dad is
so im using kelseas phenotypes and genotypes so i don't fail the assignment
then there was gym... and i actually rememebred to bring my stuff this time... woo how wonderful.. not really
we had to play pickle ball and yea i hate that game.
i lost terribly but ya know what... thats ok
in photo i got my negatives back, cuz yea we developed them last class... its some tight stuff
most of my pictures came out pretty good! i cant wait to make them into positives
yea its gonna be hott
then there was history and yea we had to take a test which im pretty sure that i didn't bomb... thank God
and then i wrote a note to courtney cuz i had like 20 extra minutesafterwards. so that was hott... totally
and then tomorrow i get to go play volleyball and thats like the only good part of that day
and then on saturday im going to KELLYS BIRTHDAY PARTY!
im very excited haha... but i still don't know what to get her... ohhh this is gonna be fun... last minute shoppping... oh gosh and i still gotta get people christmas gifts... i think im gonna be broke this month... oh well...
im out
<3
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| I've waited all my life to cross this line... |
[23 Nov 2004|08:54pm] |
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yea i got bored and did a survey...
**Bold Everything That Applies To You**
[if its italicized then i agree to some extent/situations or i just cant decide]
01. I'm single.
02. I love the color blue
03. Shopping is FUN!
04. I love Rent!
05. I think gay marriage should be approved.
06. I'm obsessed with musical theater.[do they mean musicals?]
07. I enjoy scrapbooking.
08. I love the color pink.
09. I love to wear sandals [do flip flops count?]
10. I LOVE hugs.
11. I like to take pictures.
12. I am a blonde.
13. I like root beer.
14. I love to drink water after ice products. [this one confused me...]
15. I'm a drama queen.
16. I love dark chocolate.
17. My best friend is exactly like me.
18. I'm going to New York soon
19. I love Finding Nemo
20. I love going to concerts.
21. I'm going to the Tony awards
22. I need to apply myself more.
23. I know that I need more sleep.
24. I hate needles
25. I would never get a tattoo.
26. I'm taking piano lessons.
27. I love Reese's!
28. I'm a freshman.
29. I always take showers [in a healthy way or obsessive complulsive way?]
30. I love to swim.
31. I want to travel
33. I hate being bored
34. I'm too lazy!
35. I love to watch Friends
36. I love American Idol.
37. I'd rather have a small group of close friends than a large group of friends that I didn't know all that well.
38. I want to go to Northwestern University.
39. I'm in chorus at school.
40. Getting new things is always fun.
41. I love giving gifts.
42. I enjoy receiving them as well.
43. I'm loud in some classes and quiet in others. [definitely!]
44. I love watching films.
45. I am very crazy at times.
46. I love massages.
47. I make money by performing in musicals.
48. I hate social studies.
49. I like AIM
50. I love using the computer.
51. I think too much.
52. Math is useless.
53. I love to write and type random things.
54. I eat too much junk food.
55. Moulin Rouge makes me cry. [depends on the mood im in when I watch it]
56. My favorite movie is Waiting for Guffman.
57. I have a sister.
58. I like to sing. [but im really bad at it =O]
59. I also like to act.
60. I want to be famous!
61. I have a GPA of 4.0.
62. I scare people sometimes.
63. I love the Disney Channel. [k you can stop laughing now]
64. I hate it when people judge others. [thats a HUGE pet peeve of mine... oh dear lord...]
65. I love watching tv.
66. I miss Boy Meets World. [i watch it every day after school =P i know im a dork]
67. I'm so mad/sad about the Rent movie.
68. I've been to every American Idol concert.
69. I go to Ravinia all the time.
70. I'm listening to Radio AOL.
71. I love listening to music.
72. I like to read the Da Vinci Code. That’s it though.
73. I have blue eyes.
74. I love wearing skirts. [except when its cold!]
75. I love pets.
76. I love ice cream.
77. I hate school. [only certain classes...]
78. I like to talk.
79. Guys are confusing. [at times]
80. I love the 80s.
81. I'd love to have the money to buy things for people for no reason at all.
82. I love the 90s.
83. I enjoy being single.
84. I love Ed Debevics.
85. I want to live in NYC.
86. I wake up at 5 on school days.
87. I would love to visit the Mall of America.
88. I already went through braces.
89. I love shopping at Kohls.
90. I always listen to music in the car.
91. I hate when people are mean.
92. If I leave my hair to dry it goes curly. [more like, gets poofy-like]
93. I don't like pop music. [ehhh some...]
94. I'd do anything for my friends.
95. I live for the summer. [its my favorite season... but it would be boring without the others]
96. My hero is Jonathan Larson.
97. I love both of my parents
98. My sign is Aries.
99. I hate Hillary Duff.
100. I love recieving e-mail's/ims/Xanga Comments. [they make me happy, even if i don't know the person]
101. I love New Found Glory. [i dont know enough of their stuff to quite love them yet, but of what ive heard... they're pretty awesome]
102. I have seen Gothika.
103. I am wearing Nail Polish [on my toes =P]
104. I was born in March.
105. I hate school. [didn't they already have this one?
106. I am gemini.
107. I love the color black. [but its not the only colori love]
108. I share a room with someone.
109. I have a cell phone. [yea... a pretty shitty one at that...]
110. I play an instrument.
111. I play basketball.
112. I love to dance.
113. I like to sing. [they've already done this one too!]
114. My hairbrush is purple. [kinda more maron... but whatever]
115. I love Ashton Kutcher. [he makes me laugh... =P]
116. I love chocolate.
117. I like popcorn.
118. I am a good singer.
119. I have braces.
120. I love to go to the movies.
121. I have a pool.
122. I have a hot tub.
123. I like Monkeys.
124.I believe in love at first sight.
125. I like Britney Spears.
126. I like to shop.
127. I love lipgloss.
128. I love Dory from Finding Nemo.
129. I love my life.
130. I have a boyfriend/ girlfriend.
131. I have a crush.
132. I believe in Angels.
133. I am in love.
134. I love summer.
135. I graduate in the year 2007. [unless i fail... but thats not likely =P]
136. I love cookies N cream ice cream.
137. I love cupcakes.
138. I go to a camp every summer.
139. I named my cell phone.
140. I love make-up.
141. I love eyeliner. [but i never seem to wear it... =/]
142. My hair is its natural color.
143. I love going to the pool.
144. I love going to the beach.
145. I am a book worm.
146. I like school.
</b>147. I am going to go to college.</b>
148. I am addicted to aim.
149. I watch Amazing Race.
150. My room is yellow.
151. I have a sister(s). [i already answered that one i thought?]
151. I have a brother(s).
152. I wanna go to Antartica.
153. I love penguins.
154. My favortie color is pink.
155. I like skirts better then shorts.
156. My favorite season is summer. [lets see how many different ways we can say "i love summer!"... i swear this is like the 4th time! only refrased!]
157. I am in middle school.
158. I am in high school.
159. I have my own car.
160. I have my learners permit.
161. I love talking on the phone.
162. I like the name Melvin.
163. I don’t like Ashlee Simpson.
164. I like ashlee simpson.
165. I am a cheerleader.
166. I like roses.
167. I get bored easily.
168. I love watching TV.
169. I like nail polish.
170. I like playing sims. [its to damn addictive!]
171. I love to work out
172. I have been to Canada. [only for a few hours tho...]
oh yea and don't expect many more entries for a while cuz im grounded for... well a long time
im out
<3 sandy <3
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| I don't want another minute to go to waste... |
[21 Nov 2004|08:48pm] |
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so yea k this weekend was pretty exciting
we had that whole youth jam thing goin on which was pretty hot
1st day
got there after school sometime and sang till like uhhh 6?
then yea we had dinner and went bak and sang some more.
which kinda sucked cuz we only got like 45 minutes to eat and no breaks... so yea thats not cool
they even had to extend our dance cuz we got let out so late
2nd day
second day was just as bad
we sang until it hurt to even stand cuz ya know you hafta sit so straight and all while you sing
and we got 1 10 minute break.... that wasnt fun
like as soon as we got outside we had to go back in.... =/
but yea all in all the concert turned out ok.
but they def need to give us more breaks next year
so yea last night i also went to cassies play
that was some hot stuff right there!
haha it was pretty funny stuff
and cassie fell on her way out... poor kid =P
so yea we got home late friday night, woke up early saturday, got home late saturday night and then had to wake up early for church this morning
I am sooo freakin tired
it was like 730 and i was ready to go to sleep
so yea i think im gonna go now cuz i hafta get up for school tomorrow and im really not looking forward to that
actually i never am.... but still
im out
<3
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| yea stole yet another survey... from kelly =P |
[10 Nov 2004|07:22pm] |
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TEN people I enjoy the company of in no specific order:
1. courtney
2. stacy
3. justin
4. chris
5. kelly
6. cecile
7. alise
8. amy
9. carrie
10. your mom
*sorrie if your not on the list... i enjoy more than 10 people but yea... i had a limit...*
NINE things im wearing:
1. white long sleeve shirt
2. jeans
3. underwear
4. bra
5. purple ponytail holder
6. pink toe nail polish
7. contacts
8. ummm does the gum in my mouth count?
9. um yea def cant find a 9th item ... ooops
EIGHT things on my mind:
1. am i going to wear a toga tomorrow
2. how to incorporate courtney into my entry cuz she is officially my new best friend *sillie girl*
3. I've got a huge test tomorrow in algebra and i should probably go study but im not
4. I've got to pee
5. am i going to skip volleyball for justins game
6. tomorrow is the last day of the 9 weeks... hhahah oops
7. i wish things would go back to normal
8. I've still got to pee
SEVEN items I touch everyday:
1. my bed
2. my remote
3. my hair
4. my purse
5. food
6. some sort of radio/ cd player/ computer cd thing.....etc
7. stacys air conditioner/ heater
SIX things I do everyday:
1. procrastinate
2. eat
3. stress out over stupid things
4. take a nap... well MOST days
5. watch t.v.
6. think
FIVE things I want to do before I die:
1. Become fluent in spanish
2. make my own clothes... or someone elses
3. be totally happy with myself
4. fall in love
5. tell the people i love that i love them
FOUR places I want to visit in my life:
1. California
2. Japan
3. England [again]
4. HaWaii
THREE things I think when I wake up:
1. oh gosh.... school again
2. why cant i have alonger snooze button [on my alarm clock]
3. 9 hours is not enough
TWO of my favorite foods:
1. veggie pizza
2. spaghetti O's
ONE person I love more than any other:
1. i don't know...
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| yea stole this one too... only from carrie and kelly this time |
[08 Nov 2004|08:43pm] |
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HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Been Kissed: haha... once...
2. Done drugs: uhhh that would be a no
3. Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: and entire box of cookies? probably, and entire box of reos... ew
4. Eaten sushi?: mm yea... it was alot better than i expected
5. Been on stage: sorta?
6. Been dumped: yea...
7. Has someone been unfaithful to you: better not have!
8. Gotten in a car accident: i've been "bumped" before....
EITHER/OR
9. Cold or hot: hot... i really don't like the cold
10. Blue or Red: probably blue?
11. Rain or snow: rain, its fun... snows too cold
12. Give or receive: give i guess?
13. Wool or cotton: wool is itchy
14. Rose or daisy: i like them both
15. Private school or public school: haha... def public
16. Chocolate or plain milk: chocolate
17. Celsius or Fahrenheit: the poin to this question is?
18. Spring or fall: i like both... but i think i like fall better... maybe?
19. History or Science: ew school...
20. Math or English: i like to read... sometimes
21. Alternative or Country: depends on the mood im in
OPPOSITE SEX
22. Do you like someone right now from the opposite sex?: haha... maybe... =P
23. Do they know?: mmmm.... no
24. What do you look for in a woman or man?: nice, funny, sweet, fun to be with, and they have to smell good. yea i know im weird...
YOUR FRIENDS
25. Who's your funniest friend?: John
26. Who makes you laugh/smile the most?: courtney
27.Best Friend?: at the moment I am best friend-less... any takers?
28. Who's the shyest?: haha probably me
29. Whose parents do you know the best?: cassies
30. Who are you jealous of?: right now, im not too jealous of any of them..
31. Who has the best room?: Alise
WITHIN THE LAST 24 HOURS
32. Had a serious talk?: im all talked out
33. Hugged someone?: mmm at church
34. Gotten along with your parents?: yea... i get along with them prett well these days..
35. Fought with a friend?: surprisingly no
DO YOU LIKE TO
36. Give hugs?: all the time
37. Give back rubs?: ummm ok
38. Take walks in the rain?: yes i like the rain... not storms... just rain
39. What WILL you do this summer?: I DO NOT KNOW...
WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS...
40. Is most likely to grow up to be a singer?: cassie, cuz shes my only singing friend
41. Which one knows most about you: no one really knows a lot about me... im such and introvert
42. Is most likely to become a comedian: John
43. Have you known the longest: cassie and kelly, and i think carrie has a close second... haha
44. Do you know most about: cassie and courtney
45. Who will send this back the quickest: umm no one cuz im not sending this to anyone
46. Best friends: like i said before, i don't really have a best friend.. at the mometn atleast
47. Always in trouble: nathan
48. Most likely to end up in jail: i dunno
HAVE YOU EVER...
49. Been to a concert: mhm
50. Loved someone so much it made you cry: in a non-relationship way [ like about friends and such]
51. Cheated on a test: i plead the 5th
52. Bought something and then saw it cheaper somewhere else?: oh gosh... a lot
53. Stolen Something: yea when I was like... 5
54. Stalked someone: mmm.... dont think so
LOVE
55. Single or Hooked: currently single
56. Do you have any anniversaries?: um no
57. Parents anniversary?: october 3rd?
58. Who is your biggest crush: hahahahaha... not telling
59. If you were gonna go out with anyone who would it be: mmm not telling
60. Have you had a lot of bf's/gf's: haha try one
61. Have you ever had an online relationship?: nope.. that would be too hard for me
OTHERS
62. What is your worst habit: bottling things up/ being introverted?
63. What really makes you mad: when people are backstabbing, and lying, and just plain fake
64. Scariest moment: when we were out at the berry farm and some said there were wolves around... oh gosh i almost died!
65. Happiest moment: i dont know
66. Do you swear too much: probably
67. How do you feel about homosexuals: its not my place to judge them, you cant change who you love
68. Do u dress like a slut/prep/snob/sporty/or just plain: uhhh... whats with all the labels?
NOW
69. When was the last time you showered?: like in 5 minutes
70. What color pants do you have on right now?: jeans
71. What song are you listening to right now?: tv
72. What is the last thing that you said?: "hold on a second! let me finish this! blah blah blah...
73. What is your computer desk made of?: currently i have no computer desk
74. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number?: 3060
75. What was the last thing you ate?: pizza
76. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?: i dont know
77. Who would you want to spend the rest of your life with: your mom
78. Do you have a lava lamp?: nope
79. How many buddies do you have on your list?: like 89 cuz im a loser like that... =P
80. What did you do last night?: went to church... then slept
81. Last person that you talked to on the phone?: uhhh... i think the people that i babysit for
82. What's the nicest thing you find about the opposite sex?: alll the really good smelling colognes that they wear .... yea i know im a dork =P
83. Who do you admire most?: ... ick
84. What is the nicest present you've gotten this year: uhhh.... i dunno
85. How do you eat an OREO?: the white part first
86. Fav M&M?: crunchy
87. Who makes you happy?: mmm not many at the moment
88. Fave CD?: mix cds... definitely
89. Height?: 5'3" or 5'4"
90. Are you a loser?: big time
91. Last CD you bought: rock against bush volume 2
92. Have you ever won any special awards?: mmm maybe?
93. What do you want to be when you grow up?: a fashion designer
94. What are your future goals: to not flunk highschool and get into a good art college and then become a designer
95. If you were an animal what would you be?: a cat, cuz then i could eat and sleep all day long and no one would expect any more of me... oh yes that would be hot
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| so totally stole this from molly =P |
[08 Nov 2004|04:50pm] |
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r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. WHO ARE YOUR BEST FRIENDS? currently, im not sure
02. DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? mmm no
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. WHERE IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO SHOP? carytown
03.ANY TATTOOS/PIERCINGS? ears... maybe one day i'll get a tattoo but not at the moment
s p e c i f i c s
01. DO YOU DO DRUGS? nah
02. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE? VO5 (maybe?) peaches n' cream
03. WHAT ARE YOU MOST SCARED OF? def spiders
04. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? the hot chick
05. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT CALLED YOU? uhhh.... i dunno... prob courtney or the people i babysit for
06. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED? some where exotic, like hawaii or the carribean or somewhere pretty like england
07. HOW MANY BUDDIES ARE ONLINE RIGHT NOW? 20
08. WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF? probably all the stupid things I say
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. GIVEN ANYONE A BATH? oh all the time... not
02. SMOKED? nah it just seems gross
03. BUNGEE JUMPED? uhhh how about... no
04. MADE YOURSELF THROW UP? sorrie but no
05. SKINNY DIPPED? uhhh no
06: EVER BEEN IN LOVE? hmmm... no not really
07. MADE YOURSELF CRY TO GET OUT OF TROUBLE? nah I could never make myself cry... I'd probably screw it up and start laughing
08. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED? yea
09. LIED? of course not! haha jk
10. FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND? no... sorrie cassie, I just don't feel that way about you =P
11. BEEN REJECTED? I've never really risked being rejected so thats a no
12. REJECTED SOMEONE? haha yea.... i felt really bad afterwards... but i can't make myself like someone...
13. USED SOMEONE? not that i know of?
14. DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET? all the time
c u r r e n t
CLOTHES: jeans and a red polo
MUSIC: nothing, just the music from the hot chick
MAKE-UP: au natural
FAVORITE BAND: sugarcult, Dir En Grey, and yea thats it
DESKTOP PICTURE: a bunch of pink palm trees
BOOK YOU'RE READING:uhh not reading one at the moment
CD IN YOUR CD PLAYER: my cd player broke...
DVD IN YOUR DVD PLAYER: once again the hot chick
COLOR OF YOUR TOENAILS: PINK!
l a s t | p e r s o n
HUGGED: some kids at church
YOU YELLED AT: my sister probably
YOU KISSED: David [yea that was like in 7th grade... whooo i've been single for a while!]
a r e | y o u
UNDERSTANDING: i try to be
OPEN-MINDED: pretty much
INSECURE: too much
INTERESTING: mmm maybe?
RANDOM: at times
HUNGRY:haha all the time
SMART: depends on what you mean by smart...?
MOODY: not normally
HARDWORKING: hahaha.... well i gues it depends on what it's for
ORGANIZED: hahaha def not
HEALTHY: at the moment?
SHY: around people that i don't know really well
DIFFICULT: at times
ATTRACTIVE: mmm thats for you to decide
MESSY: depends on what your looking at
RESPONSIBLE: sometimes
OBSESSED: maybe sometimes
ANGRY: well... maybe anxious or disappointed... but not quite angry
SAD: mmmm... lately yea
DISAPPOINTED: in some people
HAPPY: not too much lately
HYPER: haha sometimes...
TRUSTING: hmmm sadly i don't trust many people
TALKATIVE: at times
LEGAL: uhhh... what?
w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
KILL: I don't wanna kill anyone
SLAP: a few people
GET REALLY WASTED WITH: i don't get wasted
GET HIGH WITH: i dont get high
LOOK LIKE: no one in particular
TALK TO OFFLINE: no one, im not really in the mood for talking
TALK TO ONLINE: no one really
r a n d o m
IN THE MORNING I AM: not awake
ALL I NEED IS: love [so stole that from moulin rouge, but its all good]
LOVE IS: a splendid thing [ i think that came from moulin rouge too... maybe not...]
I DREAM ABOUT: a lot of stuff
w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
COKE OR PEPSI: i cant tell the difference
FLOWERS OR CANDY: i like both
TALL OR SHORT: i prefer medium
o p p o s i t e | s e x
WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: smile
LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: probably cassie or kelly, cuz we're crazy like that
WORST QUESTION TO ASK: "who do you like?" [gosh i blush everytime someone asks that... =P]
WHO MAKES YOU SMILE?: too many to name
d o | y o u | e v e r
SIT ON THE INTERNET ALL NIGHT LONG WAITING ON SOMEONE TO IM YOU?: sometimes
SAVE CONVERSATIONS: haha yea if they're really mean or funny
WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?: ummm no not really
CRY BECAUSE OF SOMETHING SOMEONE SAYS TO YOU?: mmm yea
n u m b e r
OF TIMES YOU'VE HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: sure who hasnt?
OF HEARTS YOU'VE BROKEN: i dont know
OF GUYS YOU'VE KISSED: one.... ok you can stop laughing now
OF GIRLS YOU'VE KISSED: not as many as the guys i have kissed =P
OF CONTINENTS YOU'VE LIVED ON: one
OF TIGHT FRIENDS: currently i dont know
OF CDS YOU OWN: not many
OF SCARS ON YOUR BODY:uhh yea sorrie havent counted them lately
f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
01. DO YOU LIKE FILLING THESE OUT?: when im bored
05. GOLD OR SILVER: silver
06. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN THEATER? the village with courtney
07. FAVORITE CARTOON/ANIME: uhhh i don't think that i have a favorite... i just watch whats on tv
08. WHAT DID YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?: i don't eat breakfast... but sometimes i have starbucks
09. WHO WOULD YOU LOVE TO BE LOCKED IN A ROOM WITH?: probably a crushcuz anyone else would piss me off
10. COULD YOU LIVE WITHOUT YOUR COMPUTER: most of the time
11. WOULD YOU COLOR YOUR HAIR: mmmm i used to but at the moment i like my hair color
12. COULD YOU EVER GET OFF THE COMPUTER?: yea... usually im never on anyways
13. HABLAS ESPANOL?: si senor/ senorita/ senora
14. HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE ON YOUR BUDDY LIST?: 89 .... k dont laugh
15. DRINK ALCOHOL?: not much
16. LIKE WATCHING SUNRISES OR SUNSETS?: yea especially with people i like
17. WHAT HURTS THE MOST? being rejected/ crushed/ dumped/ etc
yea so thats that for right now i might do more later
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[01 Nov 2004|10:46pm] |
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i feel like im gonna vomit
people make me sick to my stomache
not just one person in particular... even hto thats what inspired my last entry.
but all of us
we're selfish, stupid, violent, sickening, crazy, vicious
and the list goes on
i feel so disconnected from everyone
i've pushed people away that i should be afraid to let go of
and tried to hard with the ones that i need to let go
Hello. my name is sandy and i have a problem.
i try to hard and get hurt too easily
i want to please everybody and i dont want anybody to hate me
i apologize if i have ever hurt anybody
i want to try to make things better all the time
but i dont know when to just leave it alone
i take things too personally
i care too much about other people
im soft hearted
i don't know when to leave things alone
i say i dont care when really i do
i hurt myself to please others
i complain too much about stupid things
i always find faults with myself
i apologize too much
i say its ok when i dont mean it
i hide my feelings to spare others
and as you can see by this entry... im too self centered
help
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i dont know what i did to you to make you not want to be with me
i dont know why we never hang out
i dont know why we dont talk
i dont know why our friendship isnt a priority
im sorrie for all the years that i wasted
im sorrie about all the lies we said
im sorrie about all the pain thats been exchanged
im sorrie that i wasted your time
why did i think we could work it out?
why did it have to end this way?
why did i let you string me along?
why did i waste my time on you?put myself through hell for... nothing?
but don't worrie, i will wont be ok...
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| And every penny from my last paycheck, I've blown it on you... |
[27 Oct 2004|03:07pm] |
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so yea yesterday was stacys chorus concert
only me, my dad, and justin went cuz mary didn't want to go so she and my mom stayed home
and im guessing cassie and mel didnt know about it cuz they werent there either
but i did see kelly, matt, and oliver
which was pretty hot stuff.. haha
so yea they sat with us
and justin did some high pitch whistle thing that pissed off kelly [and probably everyone else except me and my dad... cuz yea we're used to that sillie kid =P]
sorrie about that kelly... but yea i couldnt make him stop if my life depended on it
but it was pretty funny trying
so yea then stacy and justin went out to eat and i went home and slept cuz i've been sooo tired lately!
im not sure why... maybe im still sick??
or maybe sick again because i couldnt have the same cold for like 2 weeks can i?
i dunno and it doesnt really matter so yea, whatever
today= odd day
meaning extremely boring and you dont wanna hear about it.=P
so yea this saturday = corn maze
i might not be going because im broke... but im thinking my parents might give me an advance on my allowance? hopefully?
so yea you should all come cuz it'll be pretty fun!
sunday= halloween
so kids whats planned?
i think we should find a midnight viewing of the rocky horror picture show
that would be sexy
but if not hanging out like normal would be hot too
if anyone has any idea about whats gonna go on tell me, k?
edit: oh yea i forgot to tell you guys! some whore in a huge green suv tried to run me and stacy off the road this morning! oh how fun! she gets so mad about not being able to merge exactly where she wants to so she decides to straddle the yellow line and almost take out another car to get in front of us... WTF? and then she almost clips stacys car trying to get back in. yeah you're supposed to stay in between the yellow lines lady! some drivers are such jerk offs...
but yea that was just a quick update cuz i was bored so im out
<3 sandy <3
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[21 Oct 2004|04:30pm] |
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so yea this week is spirit week
monday= hat day
hmm yea i forgot about that day so i didn't participate... oh well =P
tuesday= pajama day
yea i def participated then cuz i cant give up an oportunity to not hafta worrie about what to wear.
if i had it my way... every day would be pajama day =P
wednesday= twin day
hmm yea i didn't have a twin that day... oops!
but yea me and kelly decided that we could be fraternal twins... and yea it worked out =D
thrusday/today= celebrity day
yea stacy stole my celebrity so i didn't do one... oh well!
friday/tomorrow = SPIRIT DAY!
yea so i think im gonna wear a white shirt... cuz yea thats the sophmore color ... and french braid my hair and put green and black ribbons in them
and then when i get home i can change everything to CH colors... oh wait! green and black ARE CH colors! arent i the lucky one? haha yea its def planned.
and me and mel and stacy are gonna put CH HS #1 on our faces
yea kids im the HS
haha
ok so yea i didn't update yesterday cuz i fell asleep after school
but yea it was pretty fun i guess
first of all i had biology... which is normal so yea we can skip that part
then i had health and we had a substitute so yea that wasnt too fun... =/
and then there was photo... which despite how anal the teacher can be... isnt so bad
cuz yea w/ john around nothing is ever boring
sillie kid
so yea we had to collage our photo things.. whatever they're called
and john kept calling me stacy... i think it was to piss me off
but seeing as just about everyone confuses me w/ stacy... it wasnt so bad
and then there was lunch... like my favorite time of the day =P
and me and amy and alison and caroline had to go on a man hunt for cecile, carrie, sam, and oliver
so we dont find them in the drama room and head back... and see carrie and cecile... but no sign of sam and oliver...
but thats ok... cuz lunch was still fun w/o their crazyness
and so yea i finished my soc. studies homework and all was well
and yea so i just gave away the ending.. sorrie kids
yea so i had soc studies next... surprise surpriese
and that was... well... boring...?
so yea onto today
i didnt have anyone to be for celebrity day
but ya know what... its all good cuz i prob would have chickened out last minute anyways
so yea lemme see...
molly= nichole richie
rachel = model citizen barbie
alison was kyo ... that was hott
and im not exactly sure what cecile was... but it kinda reminded me of brandon lee in the crow.... but ya know i could be wrong.. haha and it wouldn't surprise me if i was! =P
either way it was some pretty hot stuff
but yea thats all for now
<3 sandy <3
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[19 Oct 2004|02:56pm] |
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yea so today was kinda boring
it was pajama day at school... and yes kids i participated in the school spirity activities
cuz yea any day where i dont hafta match is ok by me
welll i guess i dont hafta match any day if i dont wanna... but still it makes getting dressed in the morning so much easier on these days
so yea we finished the food lab in science... fun stuff man... not really
then i had spanish and i had to do the oral part of my exam
and yea that sucked cuz i hate having to talk and translate tings into spanish
its just not quite my idea of fun
but i still wanna know how to speak it... just w/ out the tests and home work and what not
and so yea that was about it in that class
and then i had lunch... and yea lunch is lunch so you really dont wanna hear about that
and then i had algebra... and we had a substitute... AGAIN
and people were being major assholes and throwing stuff at us and calling rach and mollie "fake" cuz of their "fake hair" and their "fake dumb blondness" yea ok... how stupi dis that?
in plus the kid making fun of their "fake blond hair" used to [possibly still does?] dye his own hair... ok can we say hypocrite?
and he was like "god shut up!" " you guys are so obnoxious!" "you guys are so fake!" and yea ok... why are we obnoxious? so yea we're normally loud but not really that day...
and he was mainly directiong it a rachel... which was mean cuz she def wasnt loud
and so yea im just like what a douche... and we alll try to ignore him but then he decides to throw stuff at rachel...
ok yea yelling stuff is one thing but hes throwing stuff... because they're "fake" wow... why is it such a big deal that they have "fake blond hair"? so you're so annoyed with their "fake blond hair" that your going to throw stuff at them..
wow ok... thats just a little.... ummm dumb
so yea off from that there was english... and we read and talked and did basically nothing
yea thats def my kind of class =P
and then we had a firedrill
and yea so that sums up my oh so not exciting day...
so yea i got mine and cassies and nathans homecoming tickets.. and yes kids nathans actually going... cassie finally convinced him to be our third person
so thats gonna be totally hot
cuz yea last year everyone who was gonna show up didnt... so yea i decided to bring my own posse
haha jk really its becaus eme and cassie and courtney decided to all go together last year... but courtney cant go cuz of... well ALOT of reasons...
so nathan filled in
and yea so its gonna be fun
but hey thats about it
im out
<3 sandy <3
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[18 Oct 2004|07:41pm] |
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so yea this week has been incredibly long... and its only the first day.... ugghh
oh fun
so yea today was an even day and i had all of my easy classes... yay
i think i like even days A LOT this year...
first is biology... like every day so yea not updating about that...
then gym... and we played flag football and i cant remember if we won or not... probably not...
then i had photo. and john was tellin us how we're his new friends nad we need to come over and play yatzee... gosh that kid is funny....
and then he was talking about how he used to make fun of stacy and call her thumbelina... haha i remember that...
so yea then there was lunch and it was crazy cold sitting outside... but its always fun.
and cecile took pictures of people [you should email some of them to me uz i wanna see how they turned out...]and i couldn't keep a straight face to save my life
but yea not too much to say about that... i guess lunches will never be like last year with drunken uncle seans stories... and all that
but yea its all good... life goes on
then i had whats that class again...
ohyea history... i can never remember what it is... its crazy
and yea so that class was the same as always... boring... verrrryyyyy boring
so yea i got the rock against bush cd volume II last weekend... and it rocks out loud
they didnt have the punk goes acoustic cd tho... which i REALLY REALLY want.
theres just something aout acoustic songs that i like... or those atleast... i've only heard 2 from the cd tho
but they convinced me to buy it
[sugarcult-memory and taking bac sunday- cute without the 'e']
cuz yea i had to look them up on media player...which sucks cuz i only got those two and i really wanted to hear more of the cd before buying it... but ya know those two were enough to sell me
homecoming is this weekend
how hot is that?
and we finally convinced nathan to be our third person... so its me cassie and nathan
cuz yea i didn't wanna go by myself and cassie doesnt know many people there and courtney cant go... so we picked nathan
hes a pretty cool cat
=P
i think its gonna rock major cock
oh and does anyone know whats going on for halloween?
i think me and kelly might get together cuz i havent spent halloween w/ her in a while and shes a pretty awesome chick
but yea im thinkin that about it for now and if its not then too bad cuz my hand feels like its falling off... literally kids...
<3 sandy <3
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so yea i know i havent updated since.... yea i dunno how long.
i've been so wrapped up in xanga...
i feel really bad sayin that... haha
but yea i guess i just forgot about this journal
but oh well im here now =P
so this week has been kinda fast i guess?
probably cuz i wasn't here moday.
yea i stayed home "sick" b/c stacy was too sick to drive, i didn't know where the bus stop is ::dont laugh i havent riddne the bus at all this year =P:: and i had the most tiring ::but fun:: weekend
so yea i got to skip
then tuesday was an... even day? yea there ya go
so i had gym photo and social studies
and yea so in gym we played flag football... but my team was kinda... bad? yea we lost our first game but won the second
and then in photo i tried to fix my... photo thing... i think its a stencil? it has something to do w/ movement but oh well cuz that doesnt really matter =P
but yea it ended up looking like shit so i decided to redo it for the 423938548392th time
i've wasted so many sheets of paper cuz i had to pick such a difficult thing to do for the project...
fuunnn
then there was social studies... and the one time i actually had all of my homework for that class ontime, we had a sub and had to turn it in the next class ::the one on tuesday:: so yea i guess ill never get credit for actually doin my homework n time
but thats ok cuz we didn't have any homework that night... so that was really hott
wednesday was an odd day
and i had to take a test in spanish... but that was it for that class.. the rest of the time it was pretty normal.
algebra was pretty fun as usual cuz we get off topic... but i can never remember what happens in that class... cuz yea i dunno
then there was english and i actually had my homework for that class done on time too! im very proud of myself =P cuz yea that rarely happens... dont laugh =P
and then theres today
and we had interims... oh yay
in health we did more boring raod signs.. fun
in photo i tried to finish my project again but i had to paint a salt box so that , once again, has been delayed
and history was ok
it wasnt quite as boring
and allie came in at the end and stayed til the bell rang.. which was cool
but im still confused on the whole clothing thing? allie, what did you change from? cuz she aparently changed clothes... but im so oblivious that i didnt even notice... wow i feel smart..?
not realy
but yea thats ok
and yea im out
<3 Sandy <3
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[21 Sep 2004|05:38pm] |
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so yea i haven't relle updated recently. my bad
lol
so yea shool has started and summer has faded to fall
and homecoming is on its way
icant wait until homecoming
i dunno y
its just so fun to get ready and get excited about..
lol im such a dork =P
but yea...
so last weekend i went down to north carolina
it was pretty hot
i got to see my cousins and stuff
it was fun
we all played football and my team lost badly...
but oh well it was fun
and poor steph got tackled by her brother...
she was like in the air for 2 secn before she hit the ground
it was crazy!
and so yea then we came back up here late on sunday and i still had to get up monday morning and go to school
oh and on top of that i had gym
... in the freezing cold
oh fun
jk
we played flag football, and me and janell and jacki[sp?] decided that we need a girls football team
cuz we would def win some games... unlike our current football team
lol
even my gym teacher agreed w/ us.... sorta
haha
well he did say we'd be more agressive =P
haha our team would be beast!
i could def see all of these little girls goin up against these 300 pound guys..
we could take them =P
but yea that was about all that was exciting about that
then today... hmm... it was prettyboring
except we had a substitute in algebra... which was pretty hot cuz we got to talk
but we were inda loud and some people got mad =O
but the teacher was ok w/ us
so its all good i guess
tomorrow is gonna be a loooonnnnngggg boring day...
ive got health and photo and both can be painfuly boring
but yea ill update later
im outtie
<3 Sandy <3
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[15 Sep 2004|06:37pm] |
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so yea i haven't updated recently...
my bad =O
lol
but yea i am now so thats all cool
so yea lemme see
ok so we had the whole "end of summer" bash at davids
it was hot cuz we went on a scavenger hunt and all
and i saw people from mi escuela [sp?]
so yea that was cool
then we went back to davids and ate and got in the hot tub and all
but when i finally got approval for my "revealing" bathing suit most people had to leave in like 15 minutos
so that sucked.. but i got to hang out with them for a lil while
so that rocked
except nathan got my shirt wet so i had to get my clean clothes to wear home
or rather to cassies home cuz i spent the night there after the party
that was totally hot too
cuz it was the first time in ages that me her and stacy all hung out
only us
it rocked... just like old times
don't get me wrong i love my new friends
but i love my old ones too
and yea after that i dont remember what happened so lets skip ahead to last weekend
saturday i worked at the race track with my cousin
it was pretty tight cuz i got to watch the race
and yea it was pretty cool cuz for like 6 hours i was doing nothing but i still got paid..
that was pretty hot
so yea on sunday i went to church to see all them and all
and i told them about the race
and cassie told me that i should've thrown a hot dog at rumsfeld and ashworth since bush wasnt there
my lovely friend the anarchist... nah just kidding cassie
i know ur not anarchist =P
ok so yea then i went to school on monday...
... and tuesday...
...and today...
and yea it wasnt fun... i have some pretty crappy classes
like spanish and photo
im having such a hard time in spanish
i got a D on my "test" yea that sucked
but yea i wasn't the only one so i guess thats ok
today i had all my odd day classes.... like spanish =/
it was alright tho i guess... i understood it better??
but yea so thats it for today i guess
im outtie
<3 Sandy <3
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